September 9, 2010
It's Just A Little Crush, Right???
I find myself giddy like a twink when he's around and I haven't felt like that since my early 20's. That crush ended badly. I was very upfront with how I felt then. My friend knew everything, but in the end the friendship suffered and we lost touch for 6 years. I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason because now we are as close as ever and that crush has turned into something else. I now have a friend for life. I'm not sure what to do about the Andy situation. I don't want nor can't imagine not talking to him for 6 years! I tried the whole backing off thing, but that didn't work. He texts and sends me pics daily and if I don't respond he wonders what's wrong. I believe mentally I'm everything my crush is looking for. We have the same views on things and like most of the same stuff, but physically I'm not even close to his type. So what do I do? Well, currently I'm praying everyday that the feelings just go away or maybe he would just look at me differently. That's not really working so far. I guess there's a reason they call them "crushes" cause if they were easier I'm sure they would be named something else.